I won’t do two blogs every day…
But because I went brave and put my website on the sober facebook pages I just wanted to say hi to princessleah and gillb. Every single one of us is unspeakably precious, and that we have jumped (or considering jumping) out of the booze elevator, or off the booze train makes us more able to realise this fact. Feeling worth someones bother is a big problem for lovers of the vino. I think that because we are (inadvertently) treating ourselves so badly we really do not feel worth the good treatment from others. And this is C.Rap. When I stop to think about my close drinkers and I look at how they struggle to receive kindness without the need to do something in return (and see that in myself) I realise that the self worth is low. And not drinking is a gift to ourselves to show we care about our selves. We are choosing not to drown our sparks out with wine (gin, beer, prosecco and so on). But to keep these little sparks of amazing humanity fully glowing.
So well done to the sobersistas (maybe one of you is a brother?) and thank you for reading. It encourages me enormously and pushes me further down the road of resolve.
Clear head… no silent guilty ghost lying next to me in the mornings covering me in shame. Yeeehi! Have a great weekend.
PS I went to a friends yesterday and she popped a bottle of extremely fizzy homemade GINGER BEER!! Non alcoholic not too sweet delicious ginger beer!! Naturally fizzy without additives!! I will keep you posted as I am making some today!!!