D day minus one

Today is the day before day 1

GOOD MORNING ALL!  Even though there are no followers!  I am still working out the blog posts.  I have absolutely no idea what I am doing and so will be sitting with the tutorial videos and editing it all as I go along!

I am mentally prepared for my challenge.  I have N and I coming along with me and we are going to go for it!  Personally these are my hopes/thoughts….

  1.  I would like to reset my balance.
  2. I would like to see if my life is significantly improved without alcohol.
  3. To spend one full trajectory round the sun having one of each of the days without a drink.
  4. I do not expect to give up forever.  I don’t want to say that.  I would like to drink like a normal human and never have a hangover.

So those are my broad hopes.  I have so many things I feel I am unproductive over because BBB gets in the way.  Big Bad Booze.  Not so much physically in the way as mentally in the way.  My inner critic goes berserk when I drink.  I would like that silenced.  I want to do my art, I want to write, I want to make a big difference in the my world.  There are so many things that I am excited about.  I am definitely having a sober coach, because whilst this feels easy now, I know I will get rocky.  You pay this lovely person to email you every single day for a year.  You pay for her exquisite experience and wisdom and it is a brilliant investment into ME.  So see you tomorrow for day one 😉

LOVE B

Author: barbsfalkiner

Approaching fifty, life about to change and want to try something different....

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